now i'm stuck in a horrible moment of this drama...
...."later in "Code blue"...
"code blue" is very emotional project i think. there are four interns who are trying to become "a flying doctor"- a doctor, who rescue people in emergency situations and the field conditions, departuring by helicopter to the scene.
...."later in "Code blue"...
"code blue" is very emotional project i think. there are four interns who are trying to become "a flying doctor"- a doctor, who rescue people in emergency situations and the field conditions, departuring by helicopter to the scene.
in every episode there's a very pressing reality of operation.
despite this i watched all 11 episodes for 2 days. it is impressive.
it's too hard to me to see the blood. from the other side i feel something very important. i understand that blood is red and it's not very scaring color. but my hands are trembling in every blood scene. despite this i watch. i watch that way as people watched "Romeo and Juliett" the first time. catharsis in the end. believing in something great. tears and then smile. fear and feeling of protection.
now i fear to watch a moment where the intern is going to drill a child's brainpan with an usual drill to reduce intracranial pressure. it is a horror... but it can help to rescue a little boy.
intern's face says "i don't scare", but my intuition says "i scare the same as anyone. i just do what i must do."
in past i was fear of the doctors. now i think that doctors fear of the patient's lifes. they maybe fear patients for that reason.
i think this drama is about fear of anything and of course about relationships between a doctor and a patient.
lately i watched russian "interns". it's a comedy. it's about relationships between the doctor and his interns and relationships within the team.
i like it also. a humor sometimes repeating and predictable, but i want to note that sometimes when you look deeper it's obviosly that doctor's life is very hard. and one supreme motive of his activities is supreme feeling that he is needing.
recently i read the book of John Gray "Men are from Mars, women are from Venus". men, as author says, want to know that they are needing by someone, especially by someone close.
it's very important to know. not only feel that you are needing but also be saying that. from the heart.
i must say that in my 3 years doctors rescued me...
all of my life i was fear of the doctors because they do hurt. maybe they feel hurt too at that moment. maybe his pain is more hurts.
i just know that my life was given to me twice. once it was doctors. they do hurt to give you a chance to live this life...
DOCTORS,
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